Fifty By 50
Monday, 27 July 2026
In a Funk (July 26, 2026)
Sunday, 26 July 2026
Yard Work (July 25, 2026)
I had a terrible night last night.
My mind was racing all night and I just couldn't get to sleep at all.
I sometimes wish I could just turn my mind off but I can't.
I finally gave up around 2 and went back downstairs to watch tv hoping it would put me to sleep because it sometimes does.
It didn't do the trick - I did doze off a bit and I think all in all I got about 2 hours of sleep.
Surprisingly though, I wasn't feeling terrible today.
Weeding (July 24, 2026)
Not Normal Times (July 23, 2026)
It was another busy day at work today with payroll.
I'll be glad when it become second nature.
Kody and I were texting today which was good.
We got some things talked out I think.
I'm still feeling sad about the whole situation though - things definitely don't feel back to normal and I'm not sure how long it will be before they do but I sure hope it's not long.
Not a Great Day (July 22, 2026)
It seems all I've been doing at work lately is dealing with payroll and it was the same thing again today.
It was a gorgeous day out there today so I went for a walk on my lunch hour.
I picked up the girls on my way home from work because Haylee had to go to work and Kody was still at work.
When he here to pick up the kids, we kind of got into a heated discussion about some thin
gs that have been going on.
He ended up leaving with the girls and I was so upset.
I could barely sleep because I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking about it.
I do not like conflict at all and I especially don't like that the girls were here when it happened.
I'm sure we will get past it because I won't allow us not to but I just really wish it hadn't happened at all to begin with.
And that's really all that I have to say about things today.
Tomorrow is a new day, it will be a better one.
I did get all of my steps in at least.
That's all for today, until next time, be happy!
Still Working from Home (July 21, 2026)
Short one today.
The computers at the office are still down so I worked from home again today.
I kind of like being home because I can pop down and put laundry in or dry some dishes, or just do other little chores around that house that only take a few minutes.
The flip side though is that I really miss my screens I have at work and my laptop is really tiny so it's more difficult to do some things.
I went out for a short walk on my 'lunch hour' and listened to my book.
Dustin is down at the office working on getting the computers up and running and he texted to say I had a large package.
I popped down to pick it up - it's the medicine cabinet I ordered so now I'll need to get on doing the bathroom.
Weigh In Day (July 20, 2026)
Today was weigh in day.



























